Today, I am happy and grateful for this. It just hits different when you hear it from someone not just in your head.

I just feel like I have been disrespectful to a few people. Growth is part of life and we just have to leave people sometimes but I have not been feeling good about it. I do not feel at ease. Why? Because I could not do it in a proper way. I have been trying though since the time I have realized where the inside chaos was coming from (since last year September 2021) but still, it is such a struggle for me to do it in a kind and proper way. But, listening and hearing it from someone, I feel like I am almost there and so I am taking notes.

My notes on why I feel bad about leaving people