For the most part, she and I are a lot alike. I am not sure whether it is because I am a year or two older. Perhaps what I am seeing are just parts of my old self. Hence, I think we are alike. But either which, I can not shake off the thought and my feelings for her, as an human being not as anything romantic or the like.

I feel hurt for her, too. I feel a bit of a hatred towards the other, though. But why?

Having known him, I think he is someone who prefers the familiar. I think this is what makes me think he is probably back to the other. For some reasons, I hate the thought of him being with the other. I really want him to with her, not with the other. If not with her, I would want him to find someone else, not that other one.

I do not know either (her and the other) of them, well, and I should not be able to tell which one is good for him, but dang! I feel disturbed a bit if she is with the other. Why? What is wrong with me? Seriously.

Is it possibly because I think it is unhealthy? I mean, if the other is just encouraging his unhealthy weak-self behaviors, I guess it is bad for both. But then again, who am I to judge? Do I know the other that much? All I knew is that she appeared to be someone gullible, but also, perhaps that is how he finds his self-confidence, by being able to deceive and manipulate his partner. Why should I concern myself about this?

I hope SHE (her) gets better, though. I think she is great. I want her to be happy. I want HIM to be happy, too. I want THE OTHER ONE to be happy, too but why not with HIM?

Anyway, wrote it here. Expressed it and off my mind it shall go.

—marymancee✨✨✨ || due to the accidental glimpse of what is in the past now