March 23, 2022
Getting up today was the hardest, not because I was lazy, but because I felt like I hadn’t had any sleep at all for the last two days. What crippling thoughts they are, triggering all the undesirables in me. But then, endure if I must, get up is what I should do, and so I did
I wanted to wear something that would distract me from my state, but then, I realized it was colder once again, so I checked out the weather. Oh, just the day before today was the official Spring day. But the weather for today, I checked, oh just like that, it’s winter again
Then, I began to get excited, the weather was showing it’s a rainy day and gonna be a 100% snowy day
Then, I began to get excited, the weather was showing it’s a rainy day and gonna be a 100% snowy day
I got excited, because I thought it’s gonna be snowing heavily
Yehey!!! it’s gonna snow today
Something that makes me feel less alone and happy
Never mind the cold, the weather is with me today
A snowy day —-where everything turns white & peaceful for me
Then, it would feel like the universe is with me
Sharing my pain, telling me that even the sky won’t hold it all in
It pours when it has to, because after then,
Everything becomes white, peaceful and just beautiful
Because it’s been your SPRING time after all
—marymancee
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