A poetry of either Him or Me

It’s been five days since May

Yet I couldn’t even get my message across clearly.

What I wanted to say was white and then what came out was gray

But, can’t he really see what I really wanted for him to say?

I mean, life is supposed to be not this not easy

How hard can it be?

It’s black or white, it’s never gray

But, maybe, I made him confused as he made me

If he says me, I’ll say all we have to do is hug and let it all go away

Now, we’ll see

If he says nay, I’ll have to kiss him goodbye and let him be

Who shall it be? Him or me?