(My Note) On Leaving

Today, I am happy and grateful for this. It just hits different when you hear it from someone not just in your head. I just feel like I have been disrespectful to a few people. Growth is part of life and we just have to leave people sometimes but I have not been feeling goodContinue reading “(My Note) On Leaving”

As if …

It’s not as if we are being forced to do anything with anyone. What is still annoying is the thought of me being seen as something I was not. Like really. In other aspects of life, I don’t care much but it really gets to my nerves every time it crosses my mind. The comfortingContinue reading “As if …”

I Got Me

“Tryna play a game, but you don’t play for keepsMessin’ with a girl from the east side, yeah On my own and I won’t waste any timeChasing a ghost who don’t tryI’m top of the shelf, but you helped yourself to somebody else Don’t really care about all of your mistakes” “Holding my head againMakingContinue reading “I Got Me”

October Thoughts

All is fair in love and war I finally understand what this means. Foolish is someone who refuses to accept the reality —fails to see things as they are because their reality is somehow distorted by their skewed outlook and expectations from life and also because things are not in accordance to what is right.Continue reading “October Thoughts”

My Old Sweet Self

Quest Finished. I’ve come to the end of my quest. It was me, of course, I was mainly part of everything that had happened. My trust issues due to 1. my fear of abandonment, 2. my insecurity, especially financially because I never wanted to be like most of my own people being criticized and includedContinue reading “My Old Sweet Self”

In Summer

In the scorching heat of summer, it is inevitable if we forget the harshness of a cold winter.